ACTUAL YOU

You will find many questions that I have arisen, and at the same time, you will get my answers to those appropriate questions. I have been analyzing since I was a child. But, as I have grown up, I learned many things. Whenever you fail, It's not an end, however; it's a new beginning. 

Who are you? What do you think of yourself? Do you look so pretty? Is that a definition of your beauty? If not, then how can you explicit the word- real beauty? Do you love yourself? Then, how can you make the surrounding astonishingly an amazing? Do these things matter a lot? What is the meaning of actual you or real you? Uff...so many questions, but do you know the answers to these questions? 

What if I say yes. Yes, I know the answers to all these questions only on my way of thinking. Everyone does not know themselves. People get in a muddle over these matters. They think once afore answering who are you. But, they can easily utter their name. Besides, talking about myself, I am a kind, soft, stubborn, and a learner girl who has learned to fight against every problem. Yeah, I know many times I fell and tried hard to keep my feet one step forward; still, I am doing best from my side. You think confidence and talent are inborn. However, they are just nothing but garner from yourself. I always build my confidence from agitating, apprehensive. These can drop you from top to ground level. So that why to get skittish. It may come within you, but try to cut it off from you by your strength and competence of learning new things. People may laugh at you in the journey of changing yourself a better one: you keep believing in yourself and try until you die. That is how I think about myself.

How I think about myself depends on my perspective. Foremost, my perspective on beauty relies on who are you. What type of person you are. My beauty is my inner talent and my behaviour. I want to say that Don't think about others what they say. Just focus on how can you do fine plating. Just embrace yourself and love yourself. Don't beg for love to those who do not respect your feelings. You have already beautiful parents to love you, and the core point is you- Just you. And I love myself so much because that's makes me happy. My happiness matters a lot to me, similarly, for my closet one too. No matter you look black or white: it's just a colour. No matter you look short or tall: It'a just a length. No matter how old are you: it's just a number. No matter you feel so nervous: it's just an English word that can easily change to confident. Just chill. Keep this aside and run towards your dreams and grab the opportunity comes in front of you. 

Yeah, these things matter a lot. Real beauty matters a lot. Your happiness, feelings, self-esteem, and love matter a lot. So, let's do it. Let's change yourself for the betterment of yours, not for others. Then, only you can think you are the pretty one among all, at the same time, you seem everything alluring. You feel that everyday Sunrises for you to see your lustre pretty face, and brings creative thoughts. And sunsets for recurring your dreams. So, shine like a diamond to understand evocative of actual you.

                                                                                                                                              - Prativa Shrestha