Dark night 🌃

Darkness

At first i was scared with this dark night.

Every night i used to cry at the corner of the room.  I remember whenever i was scared of this dark night in my childhood, my mother comforted me and peacefully i used to sleep on her lap. But now i am all alone in this strange city.

Fearfully praying to god that the dark night will overcome and there will be bright day.

While everyone  were sleeping peacefully i was counting the minutes to have morning.

The dark night changed me a lot .

I was able to visualise my fears, my weaknesses and my dark side too.

Once there was morning, i wouldn't be the same as i was in the night.When someone smiled at me, i used to give the fake smile as it doesn't seem rude to them.

Doing my works i used to forget about my dark 🌃 night.

Having lunch with colleagues, passing the sarcastic jokes  to them i enjoyed my life for some hours.  

But as the day passes on and sun was going down . I started panicking about the dark night.  Once again i will be all alone for the whole night . My own thoughts will not let me to sleep. But that day I gathered my courage to face this night.

After reaching home, i had my dinner and once again i was locked in my own room but this time it was totally different because i had decided to face this night . Whatever be the consequences i decided to deal with it .  

I dealt with that night.  I didn't cry and wanted to see the beautiful sky from my balcony .  The sky was full of beautiful stars and the 🌒 moon.  If the moon and 🌟 stars can shine so beautifully in this dark night then why not me i questioned myself . Having a cup of coffee in my hand and sitting on my swing i decided to be happy and ultimately i fell in love with the dark night. The dark night gave me strength  that day.  I was no longer scared and was smiling for the first time that i was not lonely these beautiful shining stars and  moon are with me .

I was happiest and from that day i started to love sunsets too❤️.

It's really difficult to live alone . In our generation , everyone wants their privacy.

No one wants to be interrupted. We feel more comfortable and happy in our virtual world (social media). No one knows about our real world . Be happy and fearless in your real world that's a great achievement😄

Be confident in your real life and enjoy in the real world  💛 . Do your best to tackle your problems and face it with courage ❤️. Though we are virtually connected to someone thousands of miles away we still hold secret for the one sitting just next to us.

For few minutes just put your phone aside you and discuss your problems to your dear ones and then you will surely find a way to overcome from this dark night and your problems . We might not be alike to others and we have to know our problems and deal with it so that real moon and stars can shine in our life ❤️ and add more beauty to our life.