Someone knocked at my door!!!

Late-night!! The sound of barking dog while seeing the lustre moonlight. The wind screamed and howled. At the same time, the wind whistled through the gap of windows; felt me so cold. So, I put the blanket over my whole body. Despite closing my eyes, my alluring eyes still opened. Someone knocked at my door; my conscious mind slowly opened the door.

Hey you, someone said. Yes, I replied. Yes, you. May I enter and have a little bit of conversation, someone murmured. Suddenly, my cognitive thoughts got activated. I said, Okay, you are allowed to enter. Someone asked: I have one query; Every late-night, what are the things make your mind activated continuously and awake? Simultaneously, my body starts to act. I gripped the blanket. Then I said, Fine. Just wait for a minute. I have something to tell you. I have been waiting for this day since I felt sleeping late night is getting on my nerves.

It's already late for the rest of the people; however, not for me. My shining eyes always open for twinkling stars, a gloomy sky, uncountable optimistic and pessimistic thoughts, and sometimes for nothing; it's just blank. Maybe my body wants to kick off my thoughts. Unfortunately, I know, it never going to happen because it's not on the control. Well!! Do you want to hear more? I asked. If you have more to convey, then please go on, someone replied.

I smiled. Okay!! Listen carefully. All the things that I have told before are attached to the bottom of my heart, I said. I felt everything happened around me just influenced by my mind. I have been facing these things since I have a feeling of taking the stand to bring the courage to face myself. Do you get confused? Let's not, Okay. See!! Before days, My random thoughts are the core reason for waking up in the late night. I know it's lousy. But, what to do it's a fact. Nowadays, my thoughts towards life, self-love, attachment, role, and many more come automatically and hit my mind. They are interrelated to each other. Somehow it's fruitful to be concerned towards life. However, waking up the late-night is pernicious to my health as well. Eventually, forgetting matters would be my worst problem.  

On the other hand, My life is so unpredictable, same as others. But, there is something different on me. I always have a feeling of repeated thoughts, and it never gets end. My way of thinking is like a long way, where I walked and walked.  Here, my destination and my thoughts are the same. Let's not exaggerate more. Likewise, I want to say it's just roaming on my mind and not innocuous to my health. Instead of becoming healthy, my health turning worst day by day. Although I felt that, my smile never goes away. So, these are the reasons and I am sure you got it why I wake up till midnight, and nowadays, it's getting on my nerves.

Lastly, I would like to say I am fine, but I would have been better if I have found the exact answer to these questions. I know I will. Moreover, I am sure It's not so far. The one thing I have to say is don't worry, I replied to someone. Someone smiled at me and said I will always be there when you have a continuous thought. At that time, when you want to talk with someone else, that someone else will be inner you- Your soul. Just keep that on your mind. Be strong because your soul is there whenever you need. Keep smiling.