I am Alive

First and Last
I know it's all about getting chance. Lots of people say that there is always a second chance in life so don't be afraid.
But what I say, what I believe that there is no any chance in life. It's all about determination. If we are determined then we will not have chance to do that work after failure. Because in hardworking  failure doesn't exist.
Each day I am growing, I am motivating myself that you can do it, do not think about the failure, this is your first and last chance, and you have to do it however and anyhow.
I am building myself mixing with pain struggle and suppressed happiness.
I am unable to smile. I am not okay, but,
My eyes pretend that I am okay,
My face says that I am energetic,
My mouth says that I am good ,
My fingers text that I am fine,
But my heart says, that I am broken and missing.
All I have to do in my life is to accept,
I should accept the pain given by the painful time and situations. I should accept people around me, and I should accept me and my situation unconditional.
No worries,
I am alive.